In February, I was suffering from Clinical Depression. It is something I have struggled with for over 12 years now. There are mostly good days but when there are bad days, They are Bad. I do take Medication but I hate to tell people I have this. It is something that is misunderstood and even I get frustrated with myself when I can't do what I want to do. It is just paralyzing some days.
Back to February, I was at a very low point. I asked Dean for a Blessing.
My dear sweet husband placed his hands on my head, he said that the Savior even suffered as I have suffered, for ME. I just wept. Sometimes I feel like I can handle all the problems I have on my own. That is is something that I can just get through if I just grit my teeth and plow though it or with depression, sleep though it.
As I have pondered on these words, I have become so humbled. Christ is my Savior, he took on everything I have suffered. All that he asks in return is to look to him and he will give me rest. I need to follow him. He wants me to learn of him. In Matthew 11:28-30, he wants me to come onto him and be Yoked to him. He knows what I have been though. He suffered all that I have and will ever suffer. He is MY Savior. And one day I will wipe his feet with my tears.
Friday, March 25, 2011
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Sometimes it is hard to leave our burdens in his hands--he suffered so we don't have too and yet on occasion we try to bear our burdens alone. I hope you are doing better now--
love the post and you!
Leigh Ann
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